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The Peaceful Schools Project 

An opportunity for Bristol Quakers

Learn how to deliver the project in an on-line workshop, via Zoom, for six hours over six weeks. The aim is to build our skills and confidence to deliver the Peaceful Schools project to primary schools in Bristol.

About the programme

The Peaceful Schools Project was an initiative of Mid-Wales Area Quaker Meeting, but it is not about Quakerism. It is a response to the culture of violence and hostility in society, as evidenced in violent video games, and as expressed in bullying in our schools and on our streets. Its aim is to create a peaceful atmosphere in schools where pupils treat each other with respect, work co- operatively, and resolve problems constructively.

The project has developed as a 6-hour programme to be delivered in 1 hour sessions over 6 weeks, or as an intensive programme in 1 week. Initially, ground rules are established – listening, respecting, sharing, and confidentiality. This is followed by basic conflict resolution work, starting with the individual and working outwards – feeling OK about ourselves, handling our own anger, being aware of how overlapping and complex ‘in-groups’ and ‘out-groups’ are; then moving to handling bullying and other people’s anger and aggression. The students are encouraged to develop an awareness of different perceptions of situations and to recognise the challenges of decision-making, as well as the potential of co- operation and mediation. Much of the work is done in circle time, or in small groups. By using a mixture of talking, sharing, exercises and games, as well as quiet periods and mindful breathing, the pupils develop the skills to handle their own stresses. Stories are used to focus attention on particular issues. The form staff are present and engaged with the programme.

The programme has been well received by schools and the local inspectorate. It is offered free to schools and is focused on primary years (3, 4, 5 and 6). Although a very minor input to the school week, feedback from the 85 programmes delivered so far show that the work extends further, both because teachers pick up on the approach and because the children refer back to it.

Since schools re-opened, there has been a great deal of interest in continuing to use the programme, especially because teachers have increased concerns about pupils’ mental wellbeing. Because of health and safety restrictions, going into schools is more difficult for volunteers, so the programme is being modified in order that it can be delivered via Zoom.

The programme in Bristol

Helen Porter, who has been involved in the Peaceful Schools project from the start, has offered to run a series of Zoom workshops, initially to take us through the programme and then to introduce the skills and techniques volunteers have found helpful. She is offering a course of hour-long sessions, one a week for six weeks, with the possibility of some extra sessions if necessary. The aim is to train adults sufficiently to run the programme. There are no costs involved, although Helen may recommend some books and materials we would find useful. We would like to run the course with a group of 8 – 10 people.

How to sign up

Please get in touch with Jenni Harris at jennikester@yahoo.co.uk

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Pacifism and Pandemic – Life and Times of a committed social reformer

A Quiet Bristolian
Paul D Sturge 1891-1974

First warden of the Bristol Folk House

“The Sturge family are one of the most prominent in Bristol’s history, active in local business as estate agents and surveyors. As Quakers, many members were also known as social reformers and pacifists. One of the most remarkable was Paul Dudley Sturge (1891-1974) whose many achievements included a part in setting up the Youth Hostels Association and the Bristol Folk House, which marks its centenary this year.”  The Bristol Times: 

In A Quiet Bristolian, Roger Sturge traces the life and times of his father.

Click on the cover below for a downloadable copy of the booklet.

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Anniversary of the Paris Agreement on Climate

A letter from Bristol Christian Climate Action to all churches in Bristol:

Dear Friends,

The weekend of 12th/13th December is the 5th Anniversary of the Paris Agreement on Climate (at COP21), when almost all nations promised to keep global temperatures well below 2°C of historic levels, and if possible to no more than 1.5 degrees.

You may or may not have gathered, in the newspaper euphoria, that the promises made by governments at the time would have resulted in 3.5 degrees of warming, even if the “voluntary commitments” were really implemented.

The idea was to come back in 5 years time (at COP26 in Glasgow) with planned carbon reductions that would achieve the temperature target.  This meeting will take place in November 2021 in Glasgow.

But, the problem is, that no country, not even the UK which considers itself a leader on Climate Change, has plans that get anywhere near the carbon cuts that are needed to keep global temperature rises to the Paris Agreement 1.5 degrees  hopes [1].  Net Zero by 2050 targets might sound impressive, but climate Scientists , and the UK’s official Committee that provides the budgets, are increasingly insistent that swift, steep cuts to greenhouse gases are needed to avoid the worst climate, ecological and human emergency.   The 10 point plan recently announced by the Government is woefully insufficient.

As Christians in this church you are doing your best to follow Jesus and help your neighbours, and in these difficult times, we are not wanting to add to anyone’s anxieties. It is not the ordinary “person in the pew” just managing to keep heads above water in the “Covid situation”, who bears the primary responsibility or ability to form a new green economy.  It is governments.  But, there is one thing that you COULD do this week, to help our global neighbours who suffer most from flood, fire and harvest failure right now, and our young people who are going to live through the consequences of this generation’s actions.

We are asking you to write to or email your MP and ask them to support the new Climate and Ecological Emergence Bill (https://www.ceebill.uk/). This is a private members bill.  It was presented to Parliament in September, supported by a cross party group of MP’s.  It will be debated next March  and will need a large number of MPs from all parties to vote it into law.

The Climate Change Act 2008 was ground breaking in its day, but its targets will NOT reduce emissions enough to nurture and restore the earth God gave us, or provide safety, food and life for our neighbours or our children’s children.

If you have time, and feel a calling to join with other Christians in Bristol to work together on climate justice , do contact us through email – christianclimateactionbristol@gmail.com or facebook  Covid restrictions at the time permitting, Bristol Christian Climate Action will be marking the 5th Anniversary of the Paris Agreement.  If you would like to join us, please contact us as above.

Thank you very much for reading this.

Members of Bristol Christian Climate Action

submitted by Gaie Delap

References

[1] Anderson K, Broderick J.F., Stoddard I. (2020) A factor of two: how the mitigation plans of ‘climate progressive’ nations fall far short of Paris-compliant pathways. Climate Policy 20 1290-1304. https://doi.org/10.1080/14693062.2020.1728209

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The Spiral Cord

Reflections by Val Pommier on 128 Hampton Road, Bristol BS6 6JE  

It was in 1987 that Jean-Noël and I made our first visit to Bristol for an interview to be wardens at the Friends Meeting House in Redland.

We were welcomed by Mary Friend, the clerk of the Warden’s committee who continued to watch over us for many years.

You offered us and the other candidates a weekend full of surprises. We were hosted in different families (John and Pauline Roberts were our hosts). You organised a party for us to get to know as many Friends as possible. You took us on a trip round the town (Judy Chandler was our guide).

Ken and Gill Bocock, the retiring resident wardens, showed us round the warden’s house and talked to us about the job from their perspective. We began to dream. We knew we could do the job and coming from a small two bedroomed flat in Hartshill Meeting House in Warwickshire we knew we could bring up our two children in this amazing 4 bedroomed house.

We were interviewed by Cyril Poster, Jennifer Clapham and David Nash and then returned home to await the phone call that would tell us if we had been chosen or not.

The phone call came and in August 1987 we moved into 128.

The warmth of the welcome we had received at our interview weekend continued through the following 15 years. Clerks came and went, committee members changed, several treasurers supported us during our years with you, but we remained, through so many ups and downs of the job and meeting house improvements.

In 2002 we decided it was time for us to move on. It had taken us a very long time to reach this decision and that is a tribute to the whole of Redland Friends Meeting where we felt we belonged.

When we left we took with us a significant part of 128 Hampton Road. Jean-Noël had spent 15 years making scores of sketches and paintings from the windows of the house. Intimate views from the back windows, views that only the residents of the house would ever see, expansive views from the front of the house and from the flat roof, views of Redland rooftops and the sunlight hitting the walls of old victorian houses.

Original painting of these views are on walls of homes in England, France, Germany, The Netherlands, USA, So many people benefitting from this house!

As I sit in these Zoom Meeting for Worship, I have opposite me a painting through the open kitchen window of 128. Yellow forsythia in flower and the old pear tree in leaf.

I am blessed by what we had and what I still have.

When I heard this year that there was an on-going discussion about the possible sale of the house now that Bill and Louise Thatcher had retired I was full of emotion. Emotion may not have its place in decisions such as these but it was all I had to offer – preferably in silence!

As I listened at the Threshing Meeting on August 24th my thoughts wandered to the moment of our departure on August 25th 2002.

All our belongings had already gone by removal van to France. Jean-Noël and our daughter, Noémie were already in our camper van in front of the meeting house waiting for me to come out.
“Why was I taking so long to lock the door:” they wondered. I was finding this moment difficult. This house had been my home and my safety and now our future was uncertain. I wanted to check that everthing was perfect for Bill and Louise to move in with their family.

The whole place was empty and as clean as I could make it. Then I noticed the telephone cord. Those spiral, coiled cords on the old fashioned phones catch all the grime. I hadn’t noticed just how dirty it was until the moment of parting. I wasn’t going to leave it like that. I started to clean!

We know that the umbilical cord which attaches us all to the source of life must be cut for us to find our own way forward. It is a new beginning, an adventure which leads us into an unknown future. The cord is cut in the faith that new life will flourish.

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Response to the 2020 Swarthmore lecture

Talk given by Helen Watkins at a Meeting for Learning on September 20 at Redland: 

I won’t give a precis of Tom Shakespeare’s lecture as you can read it for yourselves if you haven’t yet done so, but instead I shall pick out aspects which particularly resonated with me. These in turn have led to further thoughts linked to the topic of hope. I hope this will be helpful as we explore together both the Swarthmore lecture and the nature of hope – what it means for us, how it might be manifest and what we use it for. Individually and together as Quakers.

A bit of background first! Tom Shakespeare, a social scientist with 30 years’ experience in disability rights and almost as long in the arts, was asked to speak about hope. He took as his starting point the following words of George Fox:

“I saw also that there was an ocean of darkness and death, but an infinite ocean of light and love which flowed over the ocean of darkness. And in that also I saw the infinite love of God: and I had great openings.”

Tom’s Quakerism is deeply rooted in the Christian tradition and he values reading the Bible regularly. The words used may have felt strange or uncomfortable to some of us, reassuring to others. For him, hope is closely linked with the experience of suffering, a gift from the Christ who was crucified and rose again. I find this problematic as, in my own upbringing, I was encouraged to ponder on my own guilt and unworthiness and to surrender totally to God. Being human and imperfect, and Easter being celebrated every year, I was never going to rise above that one! It didn’t give me hope, instead my musings provoked despair, guilt, endless self-absorbed striving and mental contortions! I would never be good enough. It also led to me denying what my actual feelings were. Furthermore, the notion, which Tom describes, of the ego stepping aside to allow God in, is one which nudges me forcefully to object “But I was made by God. Surely he/she/it wants me to be fully me?” Humility? Fine. Abject surrender? No way.

I can’t subscribe to what feels, to me, like a bargaining transaction. You believe in and worship me and I will give you hope to get you through this earthly life and the promise of heaven afterwards. That doesn’t fit my definition of unconditional love, which is my understanding of the God word. I neither believe in heaven or feel the need for it as an experience after death. I don’t feel a “sure and certain hope in the resurrection.” I do believe in working towards the kingdom of God in this life. So, the idea of hope springing from a, perhaps, conventional faith in a Biblical God, according to some interpretations, has no resonance for me.

It was Alexander Pope who wrote that “Hope springs eternal in the human breast.” Unique to our species is the belief that things can and will get better. Hope is by its nature optimistic and encouraging. Some trust that, through their religious faith, their future will be protected by their deity. I am not one of them. No longer. I feel liberated from that thrall. For me, hope is universal and often secular. A lighthouse whose beam beckons to us during dark times, a haven from pessimism and despair, which can kickstart our courage and mobilise our energy, enhancing our mood and creative thinking. It can be a great motivator, prompting us to help others.

As a Quaker, I want to answer that of God in me and in others. Do I need hope to do this? Do I have hope? Do I call it by another name?

I think that, for me, my word for the equivalent of hope is possibly bloody-mindedness. The thing which keeps me plodding on, one step at a time, when it seems crazy to do so. Tom listed some of the things which can make us feel despairing, lacking in hope. You can compile the list yourselves – Covid19, global warming, populist policies, war, inequalities in society. You can also put together your own list of initiatives, here and in other parts of the world, which give you a different perspective or insight. For example, there have been improvements in literacy rates and greater provision of such necessities as clean water and sanitation.

I would argue that these beacons of hope – the visible signposts towards the possibility of a better, kinder world and the implementation of one – are often inspired by individuals, who led the way. Tom spoke of the American civil rights movement, in which there was a need to “accept finite disappointment but never lose infinite hope.” One of his disability heroes talks of “pessimism of the intellect, optimism of the will.” Struggling against the odds, being utterly realistic, understanding our limitations, finding a way to endure and still hoping.

I have a card in my study, made by a nun in a religious order, which proclaims “The glory of God is man fully alive.” Mankind. Men and women. Individuals. In all our glorious diversity.

But, I am not a Martin Luther King or a Nelson Mandela. What can I do? How can I be fully alive? What can Quakers do? Well, we have a practice of silent waiting on the Spirit, in the Light, whatever name we give it. And it is all based on belief in “that of God in everyone.” That, to me, is the crux of it all. That is what gives us hope. It is a belief based on hope. It’s an amazing, bold assertion. It is what fuels our desire to serve, to join with others in making our world a better place. And fuel is what hope is, in a way, at least for me. It is what drives us, what supports us. Hope or steadfastness or bloodymindedness give us the resilience to keep on going, to get up when we have fallen, even if we can only get as far as crawling and not standing.

I might replace the word “hope” with “steadfastness.” That doesn’t depend on hope, actually. It is a conscious discipline, but not a joyless one. I am wary of the snares of self-deception and delusion. I favour a stripping away of the tempting comforts which could provide false reassurance. In that, I concur with Tom, who emphasised the need for facing reality head on. Steadfastness, for me, is fundamental to my experience of worship. Together with the proclamation of that of God in everyone. I aim to sit in meeting in an attitude described by T S Eliot in Four Quartets (East Coker 1940).

“I said to my soul, be still and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing”

and a few lines on

“Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light and the stillness the dancing.”

The darkness is as important to me as the light, however uncomfortable it may be. I have times when I feel hopeful and others when I feel hopeless. It’s called being human and fallible and honest. I hope – aspire – to my experiences deepening my compassion for others. And that hope won’t be worth anything to me or others unless it is rooted in suffering as well as in joy.

I see a stubborn hope in the fundamental godliness of us all as that which provides the foundations for our worship, our waiting on God/the Light, our discernment and the impetus for love manifested in actions. Tom Shakespeare stated that “the only recognisable feature of hope is action.” Large and small. Personal and communal.

Hope also leads to visions and dreams. We can imagine a better world. Martin Luther King showed us this as did Nelson Mandela. Often the arts show us this and I would have liked to have heard more of Tom’s thoughts about the role of the arts.

So, where is my thinking at the moment?

I see some overlaps when considering resilience, hope and a Quakerly attitude to life. A stability of focus, a willingness to be flexible, to let go physically and mentally, or, as Tom might say, “Let go and let God.” There needs to be a head on awareness of the realities of a situation coexisting with an awareness of our own emotions. But whereas some people would narrowly define resilience as the ability to bounce back, I feel Quakers have the ability to bounce forwards.

There needs to be compassion too. A reaching out to those who have no hope. Any or all of us can feel hopeless at times. Quakers are not immune. Many people live in such desperate situations in the world that hope is an unreachable luxury. Tom suggested that people learn to cope, adapt and survive, but I suspect we only see the survivors. So, rather than acting like Tigger all the time, full of boundless hope which we want to share, let’s be prepared sometimes to be more like Piglet, who can quietly be with his friends, accepting them as they are, however gloomy the place. Offering the future possibility of hope through that present act of love.

Quakers value equally the silent waiting together, listening for the Spirit, with the ensuing actions. Worship is the precursor and accompanier to action, sustaining our hope and resilience as individuals and as a community.

We are all in this together, friends. Let’s keep going, fuelled by hope, or whatever we name it, because love requires and, more positively, invites it. As Tom says, we are a pilgrim people. Let’s keep on with compassion and purpose. We will not know our destination, I believe, but that’s fine. We can discern the direction. Let’s be profligate with our hope, our steadfastness, our bloody-mindedness and our love. And with our dreams. And I am, surprisingly for me, with St Paul on this one – “And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.”

submitted, at the request of many, by the editors

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White Quakers confronting White Privilege

In this video from QuakerSpeak: quakerspeak.com/video/white-privilege, North American Quakers give us a timely reminder of our heritage of white privilege as we respond to the Black Lives Matter movement.  They remind us that our Quaker ancestors accepted slavery, profited from slavery and the slave trade, and some even owned slaves.  This is particularly relevant to Bristol Quakers as Julia Bush graphically describes in her article in The Friend on 21 August.  As a Society we continue to benefit from white privilege in many ways.  The video stresses the implications of this heritage for what is demanded of us now.

As Julia points out, the 1747 Meeting House in Quakers Friars was built with wealth accumulated in part from the slave trade.  Its sale in the 1950s contributed to the building of two meeting houses and a decade later to the refurbishment of a third  (Redland).  It seems likely that all the Meeting Houses in Bristol, with the possible exception of Portishead, owe their existence to funds derived directly or indirectly from slavery and the slave trade.  What must we do in the light of that knowledge, Friends?
Roger Sturge
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Shaping a better future for Bristol

Our city council wants to hear from you, now!

Covid-19 has caused great disruption to our lives and livelihoods. The city will need to recover and we now have a once in a lifetime opportunity to rethink what kind of future we want for Bristol.

As part of a wider process entitled Your City Our Future, Bristol City Council has created a survey in which they would very much like you tell it what you liked and disliked about living in Bristol before lockdown, about your experiences during lockdown, and what you would like Bristol to be like in the future. They want to hear from as many people as possible from all parts of Bristol so we can shape Bristol’s future together.

This survey is the start of the Your City Our Future process to involve citizens in shaping Bristol’s future and will culminate in late 2020 / early 2021, with Bristol’s first Citizens’ Assembly.

Click here for an overview of the Your City Our Future consultation.

Click here for the survey.
(You can request alternative formats of this survey by contacting the consultation team on consultation@bristol.gov.uk or by calling 0117 922 2848.)

The survey closes on 9th September so please get your skates on and take this opportunity to support the council in their desire to provide a better future for our city – and please spread the word to your wider Bristol friends, family and colleagues too!

M-J Thornton 

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The Role of Funeral Adviser

Q F and P 10.27.

Are there not different states, different degrees, different growths, different places?…..Therefore, watch every one to feel and know his own place and service in the body, and to be sensible to the gifts, places and services of others, that the Lord may be honoured in all, and every one owned and honoured in the Lord and no otherwise.

Isaac Penington 1667

 

The task of Funeral Adviser may be one of the roles within our meeting that is less well known. Our local Nominations Committee discern a name or names when needed, and the role is then an appointment of Area Meeting.

So what is a Funeral Adviser asked to do?

First and foremost is the care of any bereaved person or family in the Meeting who seeks our help. This of course is also something many in the meeting may offer, but the Funeral Adviser has a particular role in helping to spend time with the bereaved in thinking about the funeral or Memorial Meeting arrangements, and then, if wanted, to work with Elders with Oversight towards the holding of the funeral or Memorial Meeting in the manner of Friends.

There may be a need to liaise with Funeral Directors and with Crematoria, and of course we have our own Quaker Burial Grounds where links will be with the Custodian of those sites.One of the Funeral Advisers will generally conduct the ceremony at the Crematorium or Burial Ground. Those who have performed this service experience it as a great privilege.Quite often there will be those attending a Quaker funeral who are not familiar with our processes, so there is also a role in explaining these and helping all present to feel comfortable and able to take part.

During this current lockdown period Funeral Advisers from all the Meetings in the Bristol Area have been meeting regularly on Zoom to support each other and share information about current guidance. This has been a strengthening experience for us all, as we are encouraged to call on the counsel and help of our fellow Advisers, and of course can contact Friends House if particular information or advice is needed.

There are currently three Advisers at Redland, but we are seeking another one to strengthen the team. We do not know when we may be needed, but we need Friends to be ready to respond.  If this short piece prompts you to know more please do contact one of us to get more information.

There is good material available to help in carrying out this role. In the task description there are three characteristics which are considered desirable. They are sensitivity, diplomacy and tact.

Roger Sturge, Mel Macintosh and Sue Tuckwell
Current Funeral Advisers at Redland

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Bristol Quakers and Slavery

As Bristol Quakers we are proud of the role which our antecedents played in the abolition of slavery. It is a well-known fact that Quakers were at the forefront of the British abolition movement from the 1780s onwards.  Meeting for Sufferings (the Quaker national council) pledged its opposition to the slave trade in 1783 and most members of the first national Abolition Committee were Quakers. It is also widely known that Bristol was Britain’s leading slave port in the first half of the eighteenth century. However, some Friends may be surprised and dismayed to learn how many local Quaker fortunes were the direct or indirect outcome of links to slavery. In response to Black Lives Matter, and after Colston’s downfall, it feels necessary to acknowledge this unattractive aspect of Quaker history.

A starting point might be the building of the splendid Quaker Meeting House at Quakers Friars in 1747. Historian Madge Dresser reveals that ‘Eight of the twenty largest contributors to Bristol’s new Quaker Meeting House… were by 1755 also members of the newly formed Society of Merchants Trading to Africa’ (Slavery Obscured, 2001, p.131). Some Bristol Quakers were directly involved in ‘the Negro trade’, as owners of slave ships. In the 1760s (forty years after Philadelphia Quakers had agreed to discipline such activity), the tide of Bristol Quaker opinion started to turn against slave trading. The Bristol Quaker Men’s Meeting recorded enquiries into its members’ involvement in the Africa trade in 1761 and 1785. However this growing concern did not deter Quakers from continuing to deal in slave-produced goods from the West Indies and America. Some became wealthy through supplying slavers with essential ironware and the brass manillas (armlets) which became an unofficial currency on the West African coast, whilst others helped finance the slave economy through Quaker banks.

The beautiful terraces of Clifton were built in the era of Bristol’s slave trade. It is sad to find that those who invested in these elegant new homes included Quakers who had profited from slavery. Terry Townsend’s Bristol and Clifton Slave Trade Trails (2016) provides detailed evidence. Investors in Royal York Crescent included the Quaker merchant and iron manufacturer Joseph Harford, alongside others with African or West Indian links. Goldney Hall was the home of two famous Quaker families – the Goldneys and then the Frys. The Goldneys made their money as grocers dealing in slave-produced sugar, before moving on to run the Warmley Brass Works and invest in Abraham Darby’s Coalbrookdale ironworks. Darby’s Baptist Mills Brass Works, founded in 1702, produced manillas for the Africa trade. The Fry family also started out as grocers, before learning to manufacture chocolate from West Indian sugar and cocoa beans. The Eltons of Clevedon Court had diverse manufacturing interests, including links with fellow-Quakers Darby and the Goldneys. By 1748 ‘the family owned the slaver Constantine… which set sale for the Gold Coast and transported 240 slaves to Jamaica’ (Peter Martin and Isioma Nwokolo, Bristol Slavers, 2014, p.27). Other Bristol Quaker families with connections to slavery included the Champions (who owned West Indian ships and took over Darby’s Brass Works), the Galtons (exporting guns to West Africa), the Lloyds (trading, banking and plantation ownership) and William Reeve and Corsely Rogers (both trading slaves to South Carolina).

It is something of a relief to find that these same Bristol Quaker families eventually also included prominent supporters of the anti-slavery movement. They did not surrender their slavery-related wealth, but they often turned their influence to good purpose. According to Martin and Nwokolo, the Quaker banker John Harford rebuilt Blaise Castle ‘with profits from the slave trade’ in 1796. Yet Joseph Harford had been the first chairman of the Bristol Committee for the Abolition of Slavery eight years earlier and John Harford junior became a friend and ally of William Wilberforce during the latter stages of the campaign. Quakers were the first to welcome the abolitionist Thomas Clarkson to Bristol in the 1780s, and female campaigners included Mary Anne Schimmelpenninck (nee Galton) as well as the redoubtable Hannah More. Members of the Goldney family also joined the abolition movement. Quakers were hopefully absent from the long list of Bristol slave owners who benefited from more than £2 million compensation when British slavery was finally abolished in 1833.

Julia Bush

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Statement from Bristol City of Sanctuary

I read the following statement published in Bristol City of Sanctuary June newsletter during Meeting for Worship on 14 June. It seemed to me to sum up the right response to the demonstrations and protests we had seen in Bristol over the previous week or so, and resonates with Quaker values.

The killing of George Floyd at the hands of the police has sent shock waves around the world. His death highlighted, again, the extent of police brutality against the black community in the USA. The global response to this terrible act has also forced us all to confront racist structures that exist within our own countries. In the UK, these include the disproportionate stop and searches of black people, prejudicial assumptions that infiltrate the public and private sphere, the Government’s deliberate creation of a Hostile Environment, the Windrush scandal. Unfortunately, the list is long.

This is not the first time that we have seen such an outpouring of grief and understandable anger. People are tired of discrimination, tired of police brutality, tired of the injustices, tired of fear, tired of structural inequalities that continue to exist within businesses, faith communities, educational and public institutions and that also exist within our government.

“It’s up to all of us – Black, white, everyone – no matter how well-meaning we think we might be, to do the honest, uncomfortable work of rooting it [racism] out. It starts with self-examination and listening to those whose lives are different from our own. It ends with justice, compassion, and empathy that manifests in our lives and on our streets” – Michelle Obama

There are no quick fixes for racism so ingrained in our communities in Britain. However, by continuing to work together locally we can make Bristol a real City of Sanctuary which provides welcome, safety and hope for all. There is so much work to be done but there is also a tangible feeling of hope that things can change for the better.

Black Lives Matter. We stand in solidarity with this movement, and all those who  stand for justice and peace in our city, nationally and around the world. We must listen to the voices that speak their pain and then act decisively on what we hear. Our humanity must speak truth to power until every person is valued equally.

Caroline Beatty – Co-chair, Bristol City of Sanctuary
Reverend Richard McKay – Co-Chair, Bristol City of Sanctuary
Forward Maisokwadzo – Manager, Bristol City of Sanctuary

Submitted by Linda Ewles

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‘Inside Out ‘– BYM youth projects first online residential was a big success!

One weekend in mid-June the youth project brought 20 young people together for an ‘online residential’… a series of activities including worship, games, discussion, baking, crafting, stories and much more. It was a bit of an experiment in how much connection and fun you can facilitate over zoom and I think it exceeded all our expectations!

Young people involved in the Bristol and Sheffield based youth projects were able to meet, share experiences, build friendships, challenge ideas and participate in a Turning the Tide workshop on ‘Quakers, youth and the world you want to inherit’.

Thanks to all who came along and supported young people to get involved, I think this may be the first of more such online gatherings, so watch this space…

Kirsty Philbrick
Youth Development Worker
kirstyp@quaker.org.uk

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From What Is to What If

by Rob Hopkins 

Review by Alison Bordes

The two qualities which are most important to children of today are hope and imagination. Hope to believe they can change the world they live in and imagination to find ways to do so.

Janet Galbraith 1986 (Quaker Faith and Practice 23.85)

At the start of a new decade when there is a great deal of gloom around, here is a book to lighten the spirit and give a glimmer of hope.

Rob Hopkins, founder of the Transformation Movement shows how change is possible if we can embrace the idea that by using our imagination and creativity, new perspectives and solutions can be found in facing up to the multiple challenges which confront us. He has experienced transformation in his own community in Totnes and instances around the world where people come together with a common purpose to find new ways to combat personal loneliness, prejudice and negative beliefs about how to deal with a fractured world.

Hopkins exhorts us to use our innate creativity to think beyond what we see in front of us to find better ways of living and behaving. He uses multiple examples of how communities have shown how they have the drive and enthusiasm to achieve realistic solutions.

Climate change, extreme governments and ideologies, loss of biodiversity ecosystems, insecurity both personal and global are all confronted by the author. He has a well-founded belief that we humans have it within us to bring about change if we combine and pull together and each contribute using our imagination. An inspiring book that will be available in the Redland library soon.

What Is to What If by Rob Hopkins (2019) Vermont: Chelsea Green Publishing

 

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Sanctuary Everywhere – Quaker Refugee Concern

Redland became a ‘Sanctuary Meeting’ in 2017. Our Meeting’s refugee action group was active between 2016-2018!  While we have been less collectively active as a Meeting in refugee support in the past year, many of our member and attenders, both from Redland and other meetings in Bristol Area, continue to be very much engaged in Bristol’s refugee support sector.  Others have significant personal connections with people seeking sanctuary in the city.  It is inspiring and supportive to know what each other is doing.  So this gathering, on 26th January, following a shared lunch, will be an opportunity to share our involvement and experience in the field.  Please come and tell us what you are doing.  I will structure the meeting lightly so everyone gets a chance to contribute and reflect.  I suspect that our collective experience will fully earn us our place in the wider Sanctuary Everywhere movement – let us see.

Whether or not you are active in this field at the moment, of course you are welcome to come.  On 16th February there will be a meeting for learning from 10-10.45am at Redland Meeting House, to reflect on the way in which this concern links with others in the meeting, such as climate change and homelessness.

Caroline Beatty

 

 

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Poem for Grenfell

There has been a silent walk through North Kensington on the fourteenth of every month ever since the fire at Grenfell Tower on 14 June 2017 in which 72 people died.

On December 14th we honour the people, walking in silence in streets associated with the noise and joy of London’s Notting Hill Carnival. This  sends a profound message of defiance.

December 14th Poem for Grenfell

We walk in silence out of respect.
We walk in silence because we are mourning.
We walk in silence because even if we didn’t know someone who died directly, someone who lost their world could be standing next to us.
We walk in silence because words so often offend.
We walk in silence because to speak is to vent and to vent is to rage.
We walk in silence because if we spoke, our throats would burn.
We walk in silence because otherwise our fists would quickly come to talk too.
We walk in silence because our muted presence should scare those responsible.
We walk in silence because we cannot say a word that the events of the 14th June don’t speak for us.
We walk in silence because we carry the weight of history and the burden is easier in quiet.
We walk in silence because it pains those who wish to speak for us.
We walk in silence because if we even whispered about what justice looks like in totality, the streets would stir with revolt.
We walk in silence because it is stealthy.
We walk in silence because we are waiting to be done right by.
The silence has an end point.
The silence is not there to comfort the powerful, it is to soothe those living with hell.

The silence speaks for itself.

Respect what it says. Don’t speak over it.

submitted by Hilary Mayne

 

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White Poppies at Bristol Cenotaph

Last year Gaie Delap made a beautiful wreath of white poppies and placed it quietly at the Bristol City Centre Cenotaph after the formal Remembrance Day commemoration was over. Somewhat to her surprise, it remained in place for a full year. This encouraged her to repeat her symbolic peace statement in 2019 – this time hoping to achieve a more prominent place for our Quaker peace testimony in a civic ceremony with many possible meanings.

Our Local Meeting for Business gave its support to the placing of a white poppy wreath, so Gaie and I entered into correspondence with the Powers That Be in an attempt to achieve formal inclusion. We wrote to the British Legion and the Lord Mayor of Bristol, before receiving our final answer from the Army officer in charge of ceremonial. The friendly British Legion hoped our request would be accepted. The Lord Mayor’s office raised several practical obstacles, but no objection in principle. The briskly polite Army officer gave us official permission to lay our wreath after the ceremony, and said we would be considered for fuller inclusion next year.

So on 10 November we made our way to the City Centre and watched the Remembrance ceremony with mixed emotions. The crowds were impressive, the procession of uniformed military, cadets and veterans was large and well-drilled, and the City’s political and religious leaders followed in their best finery (and a historic selection of funny hats). The Lord Mayor arrived in a horse-drawn carriage, escorted by mounted police. As the sun shone, guns were fired to start and end the two-minute silence. Then speakers from different faith traditions gave inaudible speeches, a hymn was sung, and prayers were said. Three cadets had fainted by the time we got to the concluding National Anthem.

Gaie and I stepped up to deliver our Quaker wreath as soon as the crowd control barriers were removed. It felt worth doing. But we agreed afterwards that we always find Remembrance Day a trial. Perhaps it is a necessary education for us to engage with the military and to see the extensive support for the Armed Services which apparently still exists in Bristol. Perhaps grieving for the war dead and celebrating the military do not have to go hand in hand. Possibly other spectators had as many mixed feelings as we did ourselves.

Julia Bush

 

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Living as a Quaker 2019

A BYM event at the Sustainability Centre in Hampshire – report by Rafa

I went on Living as a Quaker 2019 in a Sustainability Centre. The aim is to keep everything sustainable. It’s in the middle of nowhere. They have 55 acres – huge. There were 9 other young people, four of which I already knew – all from the Bristol area.
The centre runs lots of activities which we could do. For example den building, they didn’t tell us how long we had, they just said they’re a lot of logs here, but then after roughly 20 mins they announced that we had 5 minutes left, we didn’t get any help, we made one pillar with forked logs, laying two against each other, and that held the rest up. We also made an arch you could crawl underneath, out of sand bags, vertical, built over a tyre. We had to squeeze them really close together. And then pull the tyre out. And we had it so that 2 people could stand on it. It was impressive and it showed really good teamwork. We also made sustainable smoothies, pressing the apples by hand… It was all really fun.

And we went looking for dormice, which are very rare, there are not very many of them. You can tell what animal has eaten the hazelnuts by the way it has been chewed.

Of course we played lots of games, chaos tag was really fun, and it was a good way to get to know other people.

Later on in the weekend we learned about how to explain about Quakers to other people. We had a questioner and a quaker. I was a questioner, and Jethro, one of the adults, was the quaker. By asking him questions I learned a lot about Quakerism. Before then there was lots I didn’t know, about the history and other things. I also heard about testimonies, which are important things for Quakers, for eample we used ‘PIES’ – peace, integrity, equality and simplicity, and more recently sustainability has become really important, which is connected to simplicity.

And we also had multiple meetings for worship in different places. Some of them in the dark, there were owls and there were so many different kinds of birds.

It was really fun, and I got to know some new people really well. I was sharing a room with Daniel who I didn’t know before, which was good, because I already knew the people from Bristol well. Our youth worker from Bristol teamed up with the one from Sheffield, so the other young people were mostly from near there.

They are organising something similar in March that I would really like to go to and I heard about an event that lasts a whole week long with lots of activities.

It barely rained at all. The food was all really good. The beds weren’t all that comfortable so I didn’t get so much sleep but overall it was amazing and I enjoyed it a lot so would like to go on more trips like it and encourage any other kids to come as well because they will enjoy it so much!

Rafa Allport

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Cotham and Redland Welcome

Cotham and Redland Welcome is a group made up from local people and organisations wanting to have a positive impact on the refugee crisis caused by the endless Syrian war. Around half the Syrian population has been displaced, and hundreds of thousands are living in refugee camps in neighbouring countries. The UK government has decided to allow a meagre total of 20,000 Syrian refugees into Britain over five years. Over 300 Syrians have already settled in Bristol, with support from the City Council and from local community sponsorship groups.

Cotham and Redland Welcome (CRW) is part of the Home Office’s Community Sponsorship Scheme (www.sponsorrefugees.org ). Redland Quaker Meeting has been represented on the CRW planning group from the start, initially by John and Hilary Mayne and myself. We felt this was a good way to get to know our neighbours, as well as to help refugees. The aim of the group is to welcome and support one displaced Syrian family to make their home in our local community. This involves finding suitable accommodation, furnishing and decorating it, and providing day to day support including access to social, educational and medical services for at least two years.

We are working closely with the charity Citizens UK (www.citizensuk.org), which has much experience of community sponsorship. With the benefit of their advice, our group has made good progress towards meeting Home Office requirements, and we are confident that we shall be ready to receive a Syrian family during 2020. One requirement is fundraising to help provide support and stability for the newly arrived family. The minimum target is £9,000, but we hope to raise £15,000. There will be an appeal for Cotham and Redland Welcome after Meeting for Worship on 22 December.

During November we received some very exciting news. Our efforts to find suitable housing have been successful, due to the generosity of a successful local person working in the film and television industry. We have a house! What we now need is practical support of various kinds, in addition to completion of our fundraising. Please consider whether you might be able to help this worthwhile local project as it moves forward into 2020.

Here is what is needed:

  • At least one more Redland Quaker to join the Cotham and Redland Welcome planning group
  • Financial giving and voluntary effort towards furnishing and redecorating the house
  • Offers of furniture and other household goods to turn the house into a welcoming home
  • Offers of friendly assistance and hospitality for the Syrian family after their arrival (including help with English language and childcare, as well as with general orientation, employment,  leisure activities and access to local services)

Please contact Julia Bush if you would like to get involved in helping a refugee family – at the same time helping Redland Meeting to be a good neighbour. All offers gratefully received!

Julia Bush (juliafbush@gmail.com) 

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Climate justice – what’s required of us?

Talk by Chris Walker, QPSW Sustainability Programme Manager, to Bristol Area Quakers
19th October 2019

My role within Quakers in Britain is to manage our central climate justice work – alongside my colleague Livvy Hanks. Our work focuses on system change – working for the economic and political changes that are needed to avert climate breakdown and build a fundamentally more just and sustainable economy. We speak out on behalf of Friends, and support Friends in their own witness too.
Whilst quite a bit of my work focuses on climate policy and what’s going on, or not going on in political institutions on climate change. I could talk about the UK’s current climate targets, what Brexit means for climate policy.
I want to step back a bit and reflect on our role as Quakers, as people of faith, as citizens, confronting this vast, interconnected, deep rooted crisis of climate change.
We’ve never averted climate breakdown before. We’ve never halved global emissions in ten years. We’ve never – to the scale required, concurrently and with big deadline – restructured our economy, contained the power of multinational companies, changed hearts and minds, put ourselves in the way of oppression and violence, and transformed ourselves.
With this in mind, I want merely to talk about 5 things I think I know about climate justice- and what’s required of us. I’m not going to neatly connect them all up. I’ll leave gaps and maybe contradictions. And I am definitely not claiming that I, or the work of Quakers in Britain, live up live up to them ……. yet.
I’m going to start with our testimony: our faith is rooted in a commitment Peace, Equality, Simplicity, Truth. But we know that these or not neat tools in a box. They are perhaps, four dimensions, entangled ways of imagining what’s required of us in a world that presents crises that are also entangled, with many dimensions. Inequality and environmental plunder sows the seeds of war. Our high consumption lifestyles not only distract us from what really nourishes us, but fuels extraction, exploitation and injustice and so the cycle continues. And Friends, we need to confront these entangled truths. I’ll come back this later.
So what’s required of us? This brings me to the first thing I think I know about climate change.

Thing 1: Well we certainly need to be raising the alarms, demanding urgent, emergency action on climate change – through direct action, divesting our money from fossil fuels, mass campaigning, lobbying.

They are all needed, none of them are the magic key alone. And Friends across the country are providing inspiration:
Many many young Quakers have joined the school strikes, and many older ones have joined in solidarity. BYM staff joined the global climate strike to show our support, with the backing of our managers. It’s why when Greta Thunberg came to the UK in April, she visited Friends House where she met with Young Friends and spoke to 900 mostly young climate activists.
Many Friends have been involved in Extinction Rebellion. We still don’t know how many Friends were arrested in the Autumn rebellion, and just as key, playing supporting roles. Meeting Houses have been offered as meeting space.
Friends have been central to resisting fracking – especially at Preston New Road in Lancashire. Friends have convened interfaith protests and vigil and taken part in direct action. We believe Cuadrilla may be on the verge of pulling out of that site, and that protests have been a huge problem to the economic viability of the project.
Many Friends and Meetings are involved in demanding their local authorities declare a climate emergency – At least 79 city, county or borough councils, and around 30 town or parish councils have declared one. And many and then saying – so what’s next? Friends in Birmingham have been central to convening other faith groups to engage with the council about how they will enact an action plan in response.
Most Quaker meetings have divested their money from fossil fuels, like Britain Yearly Meeting has, and this has been really important in lobby councils and pension funds to divest too.
Yet, at the same time as raising the alarm, committing to urgent action, our movement needs to confront a deeper, more complex truth.

And that’s Thing 2: Climate change is a symptom of a way of running our global economy that depends on exploitation of people and the planet. Its roots are long and deep.

Even if we can convince ourselves that we’ve only just realized the importance of climate breakdown, we’ve certainly known that the things that drive it were always unjust.
An increasingly globalized economy driven by profit for the few has not only left a global majority behind, its relied on systems of extraction, displacement and marginalization. Those hardest hit globally, like with climate change, like with housing inequality, with insecure work, are poorer, they are people of colour. Women nearly always suffer from these injustices more than men.
Our global economic system has not only led to inequality. Inequality has enabled our system.
Take fossil fuels, for example. The writer and activist Naomi Klein has written that “The thing about fossil fuels is that they are so inherently dirty and toxic that they require sacrificial places and sacrificial people. People whose lungs and bodies can be sacrificed to work in coal mines and refineries, people who lands and water can be sacrificed to pollution. In fact, in the 1970s, officials in the US were openly referring to certain part of the country as ‘national sacrifice zones.”
And it’s not possible to sacrifice people and places without, what she calls “othering”. Imagining other people, other communities, other races, nations, as less valuable, as distant, as conveniently hidden.
It was, then, the relative ranking of humans that not only to set in train some our global histories darkest moments – slavery, colonialism – but also that made it possible to dig up and burn those fossil fuels in the first place.

So what does justice require of us?

I can’t fully answer that, but I do know that because just because I, in my context, waking up to climate emergency, and what it means for my family, my daughter, cannot talk about it in isolation from other, older emergencies. It doesn’t trump the emergencies of racism, poverty, forced migration. To persuade others to pause their struggles to help with this one continues to marginalise other people and their stories.
Rather, to make our climate movement as broad, we need to make the agenda broad too.

How do we do that?

Thing 3: We need to go beyond just talking about urgent action, and talk about deep change

As citizens, but I think particularly as people of faith, we can see ourselves as offering hope and vision for a just transition to a zero carbon economy, that also confronts some of these other emergencies of housing inequality, fuel poverty, unemployment, poor public services.
Some of this vision is laid out by Green New Deal models in the UK and US – making the case for zero carbon investment that puts poorest and most marginalized first.
So what we’re working to do centrally, and many Friends are doing locally, is to say to government and parliament – tell us your economic plan – what’s your strategy for green investment – for investing in green jobs, green housing, green land use, limiting the climate impact of investment overseas and trade? How will you make sure all this makes our economy more equal? And to do so alongside other people of faith lets politicians know that we won’t just be happy with statements and commitments – we are all stakeholders in climate policy – we are watching what they are doing – we notice – we care. We don’t have to be a policy think tank to hold government to account on this stuff.
We can support you to do that too – with training. Whilst direct action is essential – so is engagement. However slow, frustrating it is. Many MPs don’t get the urgency – and many more don’t understand enough about climate change. But the tone of their engagement has changed. And because a just transition covers so many areas of policy, there is nearly always a point of connection of shared values – which we have take advantage of. Maria Caulfield.
And many MPs are more responsive when you connect climate change to a broader agenda for change and justice. Young people, investing more in deprived regions, supporting healthier local rural economies.
And speaking of local economies:

The 4th thing I know:
The seeds of a new economy, a just sustainable economy, are all around us

Across the UK, and beyond of course, people are modelling how we can run our economy and society differently to transform it. It may be small or particular – a local veg box scheme – a project to teach people to cycle or connect with nature – enterprise doing business differently.
When we are overwhelmed by the scale of our transformation needed – we can look around us, be inspired by local leadership, and ask how we can help. This can help us connect with different kinds of people. And we can also point to these people when we speak to people in power to say look – people care- people are putting resources in to a better future. It’s not just that politicians are failing to lead – they are failing to unleash the good will, the innovation, the creativity of local communities to build a sustainable economy.
That’s the local, but let’s think about the global

Thing 5: Another place we can look to support leadership and take courage, is to those communities taking action where the stakes are already much higher

There are people around the world, whose homes, livelihoods and communities are already on the brink. They might also have to work a lot harder to be heard – either because in their own countries, democracy is even weaker than here, or when protest is met with oppression and violence. Or when at the UN, at international climate conference, they are repeatedly overlooked and ignored. Whether its people resisting Shell oil in the Niger Delta or coal mines in Indonesia, or young people on climate school strikes in Kabul, when we get despondent about my own power and activism, it’s important to remember the context they are in.
In November next year, the UN climate talks will be in Glasgow. Many activists, with amazing stories from around the world, will be coming to the UK – or at least want their stories heard. It’s a focus for us to think about how climate justice means solidarity- to help others be heard, to learn from their struggles, to take inspiration. We’re going to be working to help those groups be heard at the climate talks and by UK citizens, and we’ll be reaching out to make connections way beyond our own context and our own communities. I’d say watch this space- but don’t. Think about what you can do locally to take inspiration.
And again it’s about linking the struggles. Meetings across the UK have become Sanctuary meetings, places of Friends for migrants. Many are resisting war and militarism. This global gathering in the UK is a chance to connect our global struggles. We all need to work out how.

Chris Walker
chrisw@quaker.org.uk www.quaker.org.uk/climatejustice

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Marathon race report from down under

Jonathan, an Attender at Redland Meeting since a young age but more recently living in China and Australia, writes of his experience of running the Melbourne Marathon:

I don’t remember exactly when the dream of running a marathon first occurred to me, but I remember being very young and it’s certainly been a dream I’ve had for over 20 years. I can remember watching transfixed as presenters would run the race on the British TV show ‘Blue Peter’ and thinking what an incredible accomplishment it would be but couldn’t realistically imagine myself actually doing it. At University in Plymouth I devised a 7-mile route that I would occasionally run and felt pretty pleased with myself whenever I ran this “epic” route. The notion of running a marathon felt pretty remote back then!

At that point running wasn’t really a passion for me. It was mostly something I did as a cheap way to keep fit. I think because the concept of running 26 miles (42km) didn’t seem possible or easy to grasp running didn’t take a hold of me back then. That all changed, however, when I came to Australia. My sister and brother-in-law, Clare and Dave, recommended a group to me called ‘Manly Beach Running Club.’ I really wanted to give it a go but was nervous beforehand. A “running club” sounded very serious indeed and a whole new level to what I was used to at that point in time. I pictured a group of people practising their cricket shots and doing big, extravagant stretches as they athletically paraded around the beach. They would call each other “Smithy” and names like that and say things like “come on guys, let’s smash him on the first lap” the moment they saw me. What a ridiculous idea, and of course I was proved completely wrong! MBRC is a wonderful, friendly and nurturing club where dreams are made. We all look out for each other and there is an amazing energy to feed off.

As a result of this feeling I quickly settled into a routine of running. Well of course you go running at 5:30am! Why wouldn’t you? With two half marathons in the bag, my coach Joe asked me if I had any other races planned for the future. I said I wanted to do a marathon. I was very clear that I would only do it if Joe gave me the green light. He soon messaged back to say that sounded like a good plan. My emotions were split at this point; excited to finally start training for this huge event, but also nervous as I hoped I wasn’t about to bite off more than I could chew. At that point part of me wished Joe had said no but mostly I was happy he hadn’t! Joe has been a wonderful mentor to me since I began running with MBRC and has provided me with many a nugget of wisdom, for running and life in general really.

For the most part I was happy with how my training went. There were the odd couple of weeks when motivation was a bit lower or I felt extra tired but I am lucky in that I have always been determined to see something through when I have my heart set on it. I was also enjoying the sensation of feeling the fittest I’ve ever felt in my life.

Fast forward to race day and I was feeling pretty nervous. At least I hadn’t slept in and missed the start of the race, or fallen down a flight of stairs and twisted an ankle; my two principal pre-race fears. I felt very lucky to be running with my two MBRC mates, Chris and Nicole (aka PB), who have a wonderful calming influence, which was just what I needed on race day.

As I stood at the start line, I could hear Coldplay’s ‘Viva La Vida’ playing. One of my favourite songs and it really got me pumped for the journey ahead. I knew my  parents, Helen and Christopher, and sister and brother-in-law Clare and Dave and my niece Isla were tracking me on the app and could sense them willing me on.

It was good to get started and try and focus on what I’d learnt when training. It was a beautiful day in Melbourne and I enjoyed running past a lake as the sun blazed down. I remember giggling to myself and thinking “Hehe, I’m actually running a marathon”. I’m sure that didn’t look strange at all! Later we embarked on a long loop back along the coast, which seemed to go on forever.

I felt like most of the race was run in my head. Mentally I found it tough from around 22 to 30km as I had run a long way but knew there was still a long way to go . Then I got a boost when I passed 32km. This was the longest distance I ran when training so from here on in I was running the furthest I’d ever run in my life.

I kept bracing myself for the point at which I would inevitably hit the wall. I imagined that at around the early 30ks I would be shuffling along, barely able to move, until eventually I was helped over the finishing line by a couple of paramedics. In actual fact, at this point, things did start to become noticeably more difficult as muscles felt tighter and my legs felt heavier but I remained confident I could keep going and didn’t feel I needed a break. I continued to run just behind the 4 hour pacer. I tried Kipchoge’s technique of smiling when things got a bit painful but some of the looks I got from people around me told me that this wasn’t appreciated and so I quickly abandoned this strategy.

As we hit the high 30ks I became super aware of making sure I didn’t trip over anyone darting in and out of drinking stations or weaving past me. I felt that if I tripped now it would be race over as I wouldn’t be able to get going again. Finally the MCG came into view and I started to realise that this was actually going to happen. It was an unreal feeling to run into that big stadium and go on a lap of the pitch. As I crossed the finishing line I burst into tears as it hit me what I had just done. A long held dream had finally been achieved and it felt wonderful.A huge thank you goes to:

  • My family and friends for supporting me throughout training.
  • Joe Ward and everyone at MBRC for all their guidance throughout the process.

Jonathan Watkins

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